decison

Should i apply for ASEAN scholarships?
can i really manage to deal with that?
do i have time to study all over about A-level's maths in facts im still half way learning high schools's add maths
do i really have time for it???
what is my best choice???
*crossing fingers*

18/3

today going to hv a great surprise for qi. actually her bday falls on 19th, bt then on tat day, sum members of our gang cant make it, so we make it on 18th. anyway, its quite fun too. ok, well, the story begins lyk tis. bai, tiang n qian came to my house, n we cook together. we prepare spagetti, mushroom soup, bacon, sausages..tiang make a carrot cake a day b4 n so am i, i make pudding...its a great day act, cz its the first time to c 3 of them who duno cooking help me to cook, fried n so on..tat was the sincerity towards fren, they hv show it out by tis way..n they help to wash up all the plates n cutlery too, proud of them..muackzzz. then we go to qi's hse. she is sleeping at tat time.n the pose when she is sleeping is vr laughable, we hv taken sum photos of tat too...haha. then the surprise begins when she awake...haha. then we hv our home made lunch. then we took plenty of ss photos in her room n balcony. all those photos are posted in facebook, i lazy to post it here. a great day for 5 of us. 1 more thing, im glad tat we hv chosen the right choice of nt doing tat..give me five, yeah



19/3

another celebration for qi n a surprise for khing yuan. bt then , the surprise has revealed by those guys of their carelessness, anyway, its fun too. 5 girls n 5 boys, having steamboat+bbq at hong fook steamboat restaurant, sumwhere around carefour. bt then i nt reli lyk tat place when saw alot of negro lingering around, n i heard ru say they r fighting over there. omg...bt then we still enjoy our food as usual, its delicious..yummy yummy. then about 10 sumthing, i call my parents n told them no nid to fetch me as im going to min zhuo's hse which is at fortune park. bt then i've cheated my mum tat gt parents send us there...ohh, reli sorry. bt the journey to his hse is quite a disaster for me. a lot of negro there, walking everywhere, forming a group here n there. n im wearing skirt, omg. im so scared n afraid at tat time actually. i walk swiftly until we r safely reached at his hse. n im so hot at tat time for the long distance walk...lack of exercise..haha..around 11.30, all of us go bac n her bday jz passed lyk tis in a jovial mood..

很失败真的很失败
我不知道该怎么样了
我真的快要崩溃了
一切都不顺利
人际关系也这样
事情也这样
我还能怎么样呢？

14/3
today is school's sport day. as usual, i hv marching for tis year. go to skol vr early in the morning, onli sleep 4 hrs tat day...so tired. then today after marching, take photo in full-u wif qian n zy. after tat go n take note on sumthing for documentation purpose. after tat, i enjoy my day quite well. lingering around, shout for green hse n so on. im so glad notice board get 1st n the khemah decoration get 2nd. at least our hard works are nt wasted. then later on in far take photo wif weiyi, jianing n the duckling...wakaka. then aso take photo wif hyau n weihoong. then go home chit chat wif cousin sis then quickly prepare myself n rush to midvalley..im so freaking tired on tat day, dun wish to walk at all, bt hv to.. go bac then text with ppl n read storybuk till i fall asleep...

15/3
today wake up quite early too..nid to go to temple. then cum bac continue sleep again. after tat send my cousin sis bac to upm. cz my dad was nt in kl, so we nid to go there by ktm..bt the train was packed lyk sardine...my goodness. today talk bout the famine 30hrs wif cousin sis, no matter how if im nt having exam, i will join it one mur time..if all my fren duwan to go, i go wif her...nt reli in a gd mood rite now, alot of things to do n to think of...i gonna burst one day. im pressurize myself now cz of our skul spm results for tis year. 14 straight A1, 40 straight As, omg, they r giving me pressure. i wan to start study, bt alot of things waiting for me to settle down..damn it...
pls do sumthing ok? once i get furious i will jz refuse to do anything...i reli wan to shout out from my inner core: wth!!!

无言

我告诉了她，友情会变质吗？
我总觉得我们已与以前不同了
是我敏感，还是事实？
我就有如和每个人都脱离了，尤其是我的好朋友

我真的很想念你，就算你每天都在我身边
因为你从不做作
希望我还有时间和你一起颠，实行我们的约定

我真的很想念你。。。

7/3
today when to skul for st john activity n marching
sumthing surprising me alot...i met wif hyau today le...i hv been such a preety long time do chat nor meet him...im actually miss him quite lots
he will be bac to skul again next sat to look out for our skol lousy sport day..anything, i jz remember sumthing
RMB to bring me my SOUVENIR lar...haiyo
then went to tuition as usual, bt while listening to teacher for physics lesson, im playing sudoku...wakaka, niceeee
then later on went bac n hv dinner wif my family, my uncle, aunt, er ge, granny, yi po n her husband at saigong..the food there was reli delicious..yummy yummy
then my aunt, uncle, mum n i curi-curi go to jusco n buy a cake for my grandma...her bday approaching...she will be 80's start fr next monday...happy birthday to u, my beloved grandma
going to oi oi now, tomoro stil nid to go to qi hse early in the morning to do the shirt n going to attend jiarong's bday at nite...
i will post bout tomoro bday party next time...

Tagged by Nee

1.The person who tagged you
Nee

2. Your relationship with him/her
of course a great frienf for me lar^^

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
- She’s crazy. (like to beat my butt)
- She’s emotional.
- She’s caring.
- She is a bit cool especially towards strangers
- She is good in english.(jealous le me)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Send me songs n borrow me storybooks

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
console me when im sad

6. If he/she become your lover you will
Im nt a lesbian...

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
if she has change her sex to a guy

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will
tis will forever never appear in my mind

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be because..
beat my butt until vr painful...wakaka

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
beat her butt as a return

11. Your overall impression of him/her
she is crazy n nice

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
very cool n hard to get near wif me esp when i din talk or smile

13. The characters you love of yourself
be bac myself

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself
think negatively very easily

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
a successful n independant girl

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.
thx alot for all yr lovessss, i will alwaz remember wat u all had did for me^^

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. hyau
2. weihoong
3. kim hung
4. bai
5. qi
6. tiang
7. qian
8. jac
9. weijie
10. ling

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
none

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
male

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
no way!!!

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
statistic is im nt mistaken

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
duno...months b4??

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
omg, i duno...im going to ask her bout tat

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
yup

25. Will you woo no. 3?
a girl to woo a guy, tis will nt present in my theory

26. How about no. 7?
im nt lesbian

27. Is no. 4 single?
yea

28. What is the surname of no.5?
miskey mouse

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
ohh, i duno, sorry le

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
erm, nt vr suk

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
UM

32. Talk something casually about no. 1
he lyk to sinka alot

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
of course, she is my honey...

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
sumwhere in jinjang

35. What colour does no.4 like?
blue...

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
nope, they nt reli noee bout each other

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
a nice looking girl

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
i duno...studying? smsing?

5/3
今天真的感到身心疲累。。。
today im very tired, reli exhausted. i dun even step into the class b4, nt at all! bcz of the notice board. for the 1st time i play truant for whole day without entering the clas eventhough the p&p is still undergoing. i felt so guilt wif tat..after recess, i turn to bcum a moody gal, bcoz of the meeting held by my junior. u all r the head of tis programme, jz take yr own decision n take action against those who r nt listening to u all, dun bother bout the age's gap. they talk theirs without listening n cooperate wif u all, i dun understand how u all could stand wif them..i think i reli nid to hv a meeting n take stern action on them, i reli do nt hope to scold ppl...aiks, wat shud i do???
the ass demerit us...why shud her?? we hv the pass n we r nt lingering around, we r doing proper things...jz purposely wan to fool us aound? or makes us in trouble??wat the f u...
after skul, even haven finish doing the notice board, bt i hv to rush for marching n jz left jm doing alone..luckily at laz fj help her. bt the marching...j z so few ppl came for it, wat for??we r the seniors n we came everyday, how about those juniors, their marching r even worse than us, n they dare to absent for it...im so speechless..pls take actions on them
then after marching still nid to rush for tuition. at there, another matter happen n burn up my anger. i ask her for so many times at past few days whether wan to do the essay anot n she say duwan. bt then today she hand in to teacher. when i ask her how cum she do, she jz say yest onli decide to finish up cz duwan to drag it anymur.. tis is nt the 1st time i hv tis prob wif her. everytime i ask one, she will jz do another 1. cz of u say duwan to do, then i aso duwan to do, i trust u bt u jz fool me up. even u wan to do, cn u jz inform me, i duwan to be lyk an ass...

3/3
Today is quite a messy day for me, especially after school. today have alot of activities after school. go n help out for notice board, play tennis n watch basketball. well, actually its still go smoothly at the beginning..it started to ruin up everything after i finish helping the notice board...
the story starts like tat. zhao ying help me in notice board as she was too bored n jz loiteriing around the school. we start out tennis at 2.30, bt both of us were late. we go n find qian, qi n bai at tennis court, bt we coulnt find them. so we went to first aid room, 6A2, basketball court then bac to tennis court again.. actually they were at the tennis court, playing tennis happily at the corner lot. both of us walk till hv pain at abdomen, n its very tiring...as the school is under construction, we walk from one end till the other end..jz imagine how tiring are we. ok, fine, then qian forgt to bring me my gerko card n the 1st aid room has been locked up, so another matter happen on me..bt tats nt big deal to me yet..
after tat, around 3.15, we stopped playing n rush to the basketball court, to enjoy the final of girls under 18. i bring along a file containing all the things tat jiamei had done to the destination too. while the match going on halfway, rain falls heavily n the wind was so strong...we n zhaoying once again go n find qi n bai, we walk fr 1st aid room to foyer then to the hall then bac to 1st aid room then to the canteen n then to the hall again..both of us r so wet. then ky told me he saw both of them at the new pondok there..so we jz go n hv a look, they r reli there..bt we did nt approach them, as they r busying wif the perhiasan khemah.. so i bac to 1st aid room n read shao nian..when its time to go home, i rmb bout the file i left at the basketball court..me, qian n qi ran to the basketball court under the heavy rain n finally yong lim help us to find out..at tat time, im so anxious till gonna burst into tears...if i lost tat, i cant imagine wat will happen tomoro. anyway, thx alot to qian n qi, they acc me run here n there, find all around the skol n 3 of us r soaked in wet...i reli do appreciate yr kindness....thx ya >.<

28/2

well, today is quite a exhausted day for me, nt quite, is extremely

today morning go to skol for the program taman angkat..today i've exercise alot...so tired man. once i reach skol for nt mur than 10 mins, teacher find me, n ask me to run here n there...even untill than nanny principal finish talking, im still running around the skol..then after tat, stay right under the hot hot sun, make my face looks lyk a big red apple..n my skin bcum darker right now...hate it...i wan bac my fair skin...

after tat, go bac n invent a new dish, quite nice...haha, proud of myself...bt bcoz of tis, i dun hv extra time to hv a short nap..damn it. wateva, i jz now head was so pain when i went for tuition, cant concentrate well at all...

n today i cheated alot, esp cheating the jac.her bday is on 29/2, bt unfortunately tis year dun hv 29th,so plan a bday celebration for her on 28th.....she reli duno wat we plan for her..wakaka..we plan a birthday party-steamboat at her hse...she duno at all, the green apples called her dad n ask for permission. bt today seldom talk when im at her hse..vr tired. i crawl to her bed n almoz fall asleep, bt was ask to go downstairs n play true or dare..actually i duwan to play,im reli tired, bt cz of jac, i sacrifise myself..jac, c i treat u so gd...bt tat game permainkan me alot le...cannot play true, onli can play dare..3 of the guys who kena aso related to me..then they nid to shake hand wif me for few seconds...i dun even stand up when they cum near me, im so tired till lazy to stand up, paiseh le..then when i kena, i nid to turn round wif a guy, lyk those dancing tat type, holding hand n turn...luckily tat guy is nt in my rumour-guy, if nt sure will let they play till...bt reli paiseh to ky, wu duan duan involve in tis...paiseh paiseh

30/3

today is xiang bday...once again, i cheated her tat i fall sick after jac's bday n i cant go for the celebration..she was so disappointed at tat time. act today wan to gv her a surprise, me, xuan, tiang , yarn act is going there earlier, bt at the same time we r waiting for the train, they arrive, so no choice lo, she knew it ad..bt then when they r buying tickets, the train arrived, n me , xuan n tiang quickly ran up the train without their notice...haha, geng le we all. we go there n buy cake then look for Tony Roma's. after tat, we go to romp then bac to the restaurant again. we gv the cake to the waiter n ask them to bring it out after the meal. at the same time, they will gv the bday girl a free dessert...when they arrive, we ordered our food n enjoy it. the food there is reli srumptious...yummy yummy^^ after finish the meal, the waiter bring out the cake n we sing hapi bday song for xiang in 2 version, those waiter n waitress aso sing together wif us...9 of us ate up to a total of 225.40 bucks, quite expensive actually, bt the food was reli nice..nice food i dun mind to pay abit expensive...im a can zui mao..haha..

then later i ask tiang n qi go n buy big apple's donnut for xuan...sun bian celebrate wif her..altho her bday pass a long time ago, bt tat time we do nt hv time to celebrate wif her...so now we replace bac..we sing a hapi belated bday song to xuan at the street outside the restaurant...haha, geng le we, duno shy shy wan...kaka...then later we go n watch movie "the curious case of benjamin" is im nt mistaken bout the movie's title..too long ad, hard to rmb. bt then me, tiang n qi go bac earlier b4 the movie end cz tiang's parents wan to fetch her ad, bt it is a bit dangerous to let her go bac by herself, so we decided to accompany her bac...tiang, c, we treat u so gd le..haha...when we reach kepong, rain heavily out there...n we met our ex-senior out there...we chat alot, n then ask her to cum for the skol carnival. all right, the day ended lyk tis...

photos of today tat is memorable:

the birthday girl

the bill:225.40 bucks!!!

the green apples

ahbai's family bt bai nt here

all of us

me- the can zui mao^^

xuan n me wif big apple's donnut..yummy >.<

hope xiang n jac will be hapi wif yr bday celebration...muackzz, luv ya^^