为什么所发生的一切都好像是我的错？
why everything that was happening right now seem to be my fault, im so speechless, soundless, voiceless. im just trying to make a better thing with the profit, i duwan to waste it. im doing things beneficial for u all. maybe u all hate it, then just ignore me, i dun care. u noe, wat u told under my forcing was so hurt...i din hv those irritating feeling towards the guy, im just asking 1 sentence bout the famine 30, after tat wat we talked was all about the page. when i jz sat there n duwan to bother anymur, doesnt mean tat im angry, i jz duwan to involve anymur.too many ppl in such a small project perhaps might ruin all you guys hard word, so i jz pull myself off from that. i knew u all will be talking behind me, good or bad, i dun care.
im holding back my tears, n i successfully did it..i promised to myself i wont be so sensitive anymore, alone is not terrified to me anymore. walking to bio lab by myself, tats fine. u talked to her rather than me, tats fine too. bt i hate ppl asked me to on9, bt on9 doing nth, in the end i was lyk a sapo on9ing, waiting , sacrified my nap, n in the end u off9 without informing me..wth man..
anyway, i wrote tis blog not for the sake of others, nt for anyone to read it n backstab me, i jz want to express. tats all. i will be in a good mood again..
ignore the world, and i believe i will be happy forever^^ n my class i could onli have fun my my buddies, bt i hope to have fun like other classes, taking lots lots of nice photos, wif many many nice pose 我能从他们身上得到一些我很想得到的快乐.they all have a simple life, simple thinking without caring wat the others think bout them.i love their photossss
Monday, June 22, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
my hols
2 weeks of holidays is gonna end soon...2 more days n i need to wake up at 6am, prepared myself to school n receive my freaking results. time creeps so fast ouhhh
Reflection on myself for this holidays..wat have i did during tis holidays???
firstly, of course nt touching any of the academic books..have already been suffered for 1 whole months, tis 2 weeks for sure is my relaxation timing..hahaha, i really relaxed mysellf alot in tis two weeks
i have read alot of storybooks...5 english n 2 chinese...it is so nice to read all those story, although some of it is 18sg la..haha...n now im going to hit one more of my target, upgrade my english storybook to 6, i left twilight, a book that was praised by everyone, even my malay teacher...aha..
during tis hols, i dun really watch any movie or drama, except cinderella 3 in the movie series n singapore xiao niang re(haven watch finish)..xiao niang re reflexs the life of baba n nyonya..for the drama n books that i have read, i found out something, it keep on twirling in my mind for these few days..why those who are in love with each other couldnt get together in the end??or another way, why those who love the another half bt tat person does not have even a tiny feeling wif them?? even in reality, i found out most of it happen like this..is it a curse?or is it a fate? duno, still nt old enough to interpret all this
well, i have went out with frenz 3 times during tis 2 weeks. 1st is the book fair, wif xuan. the 2nd is sunway pyramid, wif my whole bunch of buddies n the last to the curve + tesco with those member in charge of the carnival...it is quite fun to go out with different frenz bt not onli stick together with my own friends like last time...
during this 2 weeks , i seldom on9...not really have a lot of ppl for me to chat with, get bored with that...n i duno what to do when on9, so i jz appear off9 or maybe totally din on..all of them are playing games in facebook, bt i din try before..is it that fun??duno
my weekends are fully occupied in this 2 weeks or perhaps til the end of tis month..i have activity or vacation during the weekend..1st weekend of the holidays, back to taiping n penang(my hometown). 2nd week, went to cameron. 3rd week, means coming saturday n sunday, 2 days before school reopen, go back to taiping again. next saturday, carnival, at night go n find relative.sunday,father's day, maybe go n celebrate. n another week, hv its own activity to be done as well...ouchhh
i just baked a cake yesterday, blueberry cheese cake..erm, its is edible n of course taste nt bad..haha^^
what i have done in the past holidays... i means last year. i will go for a swim wif qi or jac...bt then tis year, i cant even go for swimming...wth...i wan to swim!!! i miss swimming..n i love swimming...
last but not least, my wish n my hope:
i duwan to go to school!!! i want to stay at home. i duwan to face the upcoming exams!!!
Reflection on myself for this holidays..wat have i did during tis holidays???
firstly, of course nt touching any of the academic books..have already been suffered for 1 whole months, tis 2 weeks for sure is my relaxation timing..hahaha, i really relaxed mysellf alot in tis two weeks
i have read alot of storybooks...5 english n 2 chinese...it is so nice to read all those story, although some of it is 18sg la..haha...n now im going to hit one more of my target, upgrade my english storybook to 6, i left twilight, a book that was praised by everyone, even my malay teacher...aha..
during tis hols, i dun really watch any movie or drama, except cinderella 3 in the movie series n singapore xiao niang re(haven watch finish)..xiao niang re reflexs the life of baba n nyonya..for the drama n books that i have read, i found out something, it keep on twirling in my mind for these few days..why those who are in love with each other couldnt get together in the end??or another way, why those who love the another half bt tat person does not have even a tiny feeling wif them?? even in reality, i found out most of it happen like this..is it a curse?or is it a fate? duno, still nt old enough to interpret all this
well, i have went out with frenz 3 times during tis 2 weeks. 1st is the book fair, wif xuan. the 2nd is sunway pyramid, wif my whole bunch of buddies n the last to the curve + tesco with those member in charge of the carnival...it is quite fun to go out with different frenz bt not onli stick together with my own friends like last time...
during this 2 weeks , i seldom on9...not really have a lot of ppl for me to chat with, get bored with that...n i duno what to do when on9, so i jz appear off9 or maybe totally din on..all of them are playing games in facebook, bt i din try before..is it that fun??duno
my weekends are fully occupied in this 2 weeks or perhaps til the end of tis month..i have activity or vacation during the weekend..1st weekend of the holidays, back to taiping n penang(my hometown). 2nd week, went to cameron. 3rd week, means coming saturday n sunday, 2 days before school reopen, go back to taiping again. next saturday, carnival, at night go n find relative.sunday,father's day, maybe go n celebrate. n another week, hv its own activity to be done as well...ouchhh
i just baked a cake yesterday, blueberry cheese cake..erm, its is edible n of course taste nt bad..haha^^
what i have done in the past holidays... i means last year. i will go for a swim wif qi or jac...bt then tis year, i cant even go for swimming...wth...i wan to swim!!! i miss swimming..n i love swimming...
last but not least, my wish n my hope:
i duwan to go to school!!! i want to stay at home. i duwan to face the upcoming exams!!!
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