diary

Thursday (26/2/09):
a enjoyable day for me.. im having dissection on frog. its so exciting man..me n qi want to dissect by ourselves, only 2 of us in the group, bt at last jia hui join us..anyway, the same fascinating process is still going on. our frog is the last one take out from the plastic bag, maybe bcoz of tis, it is much more weaker than the others. when we cut of the skin, its heart is nt pumping anymur. haha, n we do internal chess compression for it. i use the scalpel n press the heart softly, n out of my surprise, the heart start pumping again. bt it keep on stop pumping once in a while.. 3 of us say sorry to the frog non-stop..n i saw the liver, the small intestine, gall bladder, large intestine, anus n etc. i think tis frog eat alot, its adipose layer is so thick le.. we all tis 3 girls abit pervert lar, getting more n more exciting by the end. we all take out every part of the organ out of its body. n put the heart on our palm. the heart pumping on my hand, bop bop, bop bop..i felt so sorry to it at tat time.. bt the guys on the next table r much more cruel to their frog. they chop off its head, dig out its eyes n touch, they r the 1st who dig out every part of the organs n bring it to our place..ohya, forgt to tell sumthing. finally i can see how the heart pumps blood. there's a smallest chamber which contain dark-coloured blood, which mean deoxygenated blood lar. n i c how the oxygenated blood n deoxygenated blood interchange within the 3 chamber.... now i wan to dissect mice le...bt i hope to c human's heart...im nt bian tai lar, jz my dream to bcum a doctor still haven vanish from my mind, although i know it is impossible...

Friday (27/2/09)
today whole day we jz talk bout the 2 birthday girls' bday plan n aso the flirty guy...we talk alot n tell alot, hope tat u reli understand wat we say. wat we r talking is for yr own good, we duwan u to get hurt in the end.. dun believe in guys so easily..today heard jac say sumthing, i noe she purposely wan to let me noe, i ans her i dun mind...bt act im nt reli feel well wif it..she noe about tis..bt anyway, i dun hv the right to say anything bout tis, tis is non of my business...im so regret now, for playing so dian previously..now im the one who suffer... i nt dare to tell le, altho i wish to, i jz wan to ask sumthing...to c tat...bt i hv lost my courages,im so timid at tis time... bt in the contrary, if had seen it, shud say thanks to me right...bt nope....haiz, suan lar, i noe u wont bother bout it, n nor me...

July baby

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be with friends ... Always ! brood about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Im very agree with all these. every characteristic is jz so accurate for me. however, i hate some of the characteristics, it jz make me feel so pessimistic. i jz wait for friends to find me, bt dun ever find for any friend when chatting or messaging..tats y no one will look for me..sobs. unbelievable comments on me, too accurate man!!!