3/3
Today is quite a messy day for me, especially after school. today have alot of activities after school. go n help out for notice board, play tennis n watch basketball. well, actually its still go smoothly at the beginning..it started to ruin up everything after i finish helping the notice board...
the story starts like tat. zhao ying help me in notice board as she was too bored n jz loiteriing around the school. we start out tennis at 2.30, bt both of us were late. we go n find qian, qi n bai at tennis court, bt we coulnt find them. so we went to first aid room, 6A2, basketball court then bac to tennis court again.. actually they were at the tennis court, playing tennis happily at the corner lot. both of us walk till hv pain at abdomen, n its very tiring...as the school is under construction, we walk from one end till the other end..jz imagine how tiring are we. ok, fine, then qian forgt to bring me my gerko card n the 1st aid room has been locked up, so another matter happen on me..bt tats nt big deal to me yet..
after tat, around 3.15, we stopped playing n rush to the basketball court, to enjoy the final of girls under 18. i bring along a file containing all the things tat jiamei had done to the destination too. while the match going on halfway, rain falls heavily n the wind was so strong...we n zhaoying once again go n find qi n bai, we walk fr 1st aid room to foyer then to the hall then bac to 1st aid room then to the canteen n then to the hall again..both of us r so wet. then ky told me he saw both of them at the new pondok there..so we jz go n hv a look, they r reli there..bt we did nt approach them, as they r busying wif the perhiasan khemah.. so i bac to 1st aid room n read shao nian..when its time to go home, i rmb bout the file i left at the basketball court..me, qian n qi ran to the basketball court under the heavy rain n finally yong lim help us to find out..at tat time, im so anxious till gonna burst into tears...if i lost tat, i cant imagine wat will happen tomoro. anyway, thx alot to qian n qi, they acc me run here n there, find all around the skol n 3 of us r soaked in wet...i reli do appreciate yr kindness....thx ya >.<

28/2

well, today is quite a exhausted day for me, nt quite, is extremely

today morning go to skol for the program taman angkat..today i've exercise alot...so tired man. once i reach skol for nt mur than 10 mins, teacher find me, n ask me to run here n there...even untill than nanny principal finish talking, im still running around the skol..then after tat, stay right under the hot hot sun, make my face looks lyk a big red apple..n my skin bcum darker right now...hate it...i wan bac my fair skin...

after tat, go bac n invent a new dish, quite nice...haha, proud of myself...bt bcoz of tis, i dun hv extra time to hv a short nap..damn it. wateva, i jz now head was so pain when i went for tuition, cant concentrate well at all...

n today i cheated alot, esp cheating the jac.her bday is on 29/2, bt unfortunately tis year dun hv 29th,so plan a bday celebration for her on 28th.....she reli duno wat we plan for her..wakaka..we plan a birthday party-steamboat at her hse...she duno at all, the green apples called her dad n ask for permission. bt today seldom talk when im at her hse..vr tired. i crawl to her bed n almoz fall asleep, bt was ask to go downstairs n play true or dare..actually i duwan to play,im reli tired, bt cz of jac, i sacrifise myself..jac, c i treat u so gd...bt tat game permainkan me alot le...cannot play true, onli can play dare..3 of the guys who kena aso related to me..then they nid to shake hand wif me for few seconds...i dun even stand up when they cum near me, im so tired till lazy to stand up, paiseh le..then when i kena, i nid to turn round wif a guy, lyk those dancing tat type, holding hand n turn...luckily tat guy is nt in my rumour-guy, if nt sure will let they play till...bt reli paiseh to ky, wu duan duan involve in tis...paiseh paiseh

30/3

today is xiang bday...once again, i cheated her tat i fall sick after jac's bday n i cant go for the celebration..she was so disappointed at tat time. act today wan to gv her a surprise, me, xuan, tiang , yarn act is going there earlier, bt at the same time we r waiting for the train, they arrive, so no choice lo, she knew it ad..bt then when they r buying tickets, the train arrived, n me , xuan n tiang quickly ran up the train without their notice...haha, geng le we all. we go there n buy cake then look for Tony Roma's. after tat, we go to romp then bac to the restaurant again. we gv the cake to the waiter n ask them to bring it out after the meal. at the same time, they will gv the bday girl a free dessert...when they arrive, we ordered our food n enjoy it. the food there is reli srumptious...yummy yummy^^ after finish the meal, the waiter bring out the cake n we sing hapi bday song for xiang in 2 version, those waiter n waitress aso sing together wif us...9 of us ate up to a total of 225.40 bucks, quite expensive actually, bt the food was reli nice..nice food i dun mind to pay abit expensive...im a can zui mao..haha..

then later i ask tiang n qi go n buy big apple's donnut for xuan...sun bian celebrate wif her..altho her bday pass a long time ago, bt tat time we do nt hv time to celebrate wif her...so now we replace bac..we sing a hapi belated bday song to xuan at the street outside the restaurant...haha, geng le we, duno shy shy wan...kaka...then later we go n watch movie "the curious case of benjamin" is im nt mistaken bout the movie's title..too long ad, hard to rmb. bt then me, tiang n qi go bac earlier b4 the movie end cz tiang's parents wan to fetch her ad, bt it is a bit dangerous to let her go bac by herself, so we decided to accompany her bac...tiang, c, we treat u so gd le..haha...when we reach kepong, rain heavily out there...n we met our ex-senior out there...we chat alot, n then ask her to cum for the skol carnival. all right, the day ended lyk tis...

photos of today tat is memorable:

the birthday girl

the bill:225.40 bucks!!!

the green apples

ahbai's family bt bai nt here

all of us

me- the can zui mao^^

xuan n me wif big apple's donnut..yummy >.<

hope xiang n jac will be hapi wif yr bday celebration...muackzz, luv ya^^

diary

Thursday (26/2/09):
a enjoyable day for me.. im having dissection on frog. its so exciting man..me n qi want to dissect by ourselves, only 2 of us in the group, bt at last jia hui join us..anyway, the same fascinating process is still going on. our frog is the last one take out from the plastic bag, maybe bcoz of tis, it is much more weaker than the others. when we cut of the skin, its heart is nt pumping anymur. haha, n we do internal chess compression for it. i use the scalpel n press the heart softly, n out of my surprise, the heart start pumping again. bt it keep on stop pumping once in a while.. 3 of us say sorry to the frog non-stop..n i saw the liver, the small intestine, gall bladder, large intestine, anus n etc. i think tis frog eat alot, its adipose layer is so thick le.. we all tis 3 girls abit pervert lar, getting more n more exciting by the end. we all take out every part of the organ out of its body. n put the heart on our palm. the heart pumping on my hand, bop bop, bop bop..i felt so sorry to it at tat time.. bt the guys on the next table r much more cruel to their frog. they chop off its head, dig out its eyes n touch, they r the 1st who dig out every part of the organs n bring it to our place..ohya, forgt to tell sumthing. finally i can see how the heart pumps blood. there's a smallest chamber which contain dark-coloured blood, which mean deoxygenated blood lar. n i c how the oxygenated blood n deoxygenated blood interchange within the 3 chamber.... now i wan to dissect mice le...bt i hope to c human's heart...im nt bian tai lar, jz my dream to bcum a doctor still haven vanish from my mind, although i know it is impossible...

Friday (27/2/09)
today whole day we jz talk bout the 2 birthday girls' bday plan n aso the flirty guy...we talk alot n tell alot, hope tat u reli understand wat we say. wat we r talking is for yr own good, we duwan u to get hurt in the end.. dun believe in guys so easily..today heard jac say sumthing, i noe she purposely wan to let me noe, i ans her i dun mind...bt act im nt reli feel well wif it..she noe about tis..bt anyway, i dun hv the right to say anything bout tis, tis is non of my business...im so regret now, for playing so dian previously..now im the one who suffer... i nt dare to tell le, altho i wish to, i jz wan to ask sumthing...to c tat...bt i hv lost my courages,im so timid at tis time... bt in the contrary, if had seen it, shud say thanks to me right...bt nope....haiz, suan lar, i noe u wont bother bout it, n nor me...

July baby

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be with friends ... Always ! brood about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Im very agree with all these. every characteristic is jz so accurate for me. however, i hate some of the characteristics, it jz make me feel so pessimistic. i jz wait for friends to find me, bt dun ever find for any friend when chatting or messaging..tats y no one will look for me..sobs. unbelievable comments on me, too accurate man!!!

The ans i chose for tis test...it is quite accurate

Situation: 场景：
You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there...
你在森林的深处，你向前走，看见前面有一座很旧的小屋。
(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)
这个小屋的门现在是什么状态？（开着/关着）
closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself
门如果是关着的：说明你是一个任何事都愿一个人去做的人

(2) You enter the hut and see a table... What is the shape of the table? (Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)
你走进屋子里看见一张桌子, 这个桌子是什么形状的？（圆形/椭圆形/正方形/长方形/三角形）
Square/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hang out with those whom you think are on the same frequency
正方形/长方形—你在交朋友的时候有点挑剔，你只是和那些你认为比较熟悉的朋友有一些来往。

(3) On top of the table there is a vase... in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with? (Full/Half/Empty)
在桌子上有个花瓶，瓶子里有水，有多少水在花瓶里？（满的/一半/空的）
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fulfilled
一半——你的生活只有一半达到你的理想。

(4) And what is the vase made of? (Glass/porcelain/clay) (metal/plastic/wood)
这个瓶子是由什么材料制造的？ （玻璃/陶瓷/泥土）（金属/塑料/木头）
Material of vase:
glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile
瓶子的质地：
玻璃/泥土/陶瓷——在生活里你是一个脆弱而需要得到照顾的人。

(5) You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far... there is water running down...
What is the speed of the water? (Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)
你走出屋子，继续向森林深处前进，你看见远处有瀑布飞流直下，请问水流的速度是多少？（你可以从0—10任意选一个）
6 to 9 - high sex drive
6— 9很强的性欲

(6) Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... as you look down... you see glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up... it is a keychain chained with keys...
How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)
过了一会，你走过瀑布，你站在坚硬的地面上，你看见地上有金光闪烁，你弯腰拾起来，是一个带着钥匙的钥匙链。有多少把钥匙拴在上面，你可以任意选一个数字（从1到10）
2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life
2— 5生活中你有一些好朋友。

(7) You walk on and on... trying to find your way out...suddenly you see a castle.
What is the condition of the castle?　(Old/new)
你继续向前走，试着找出一条路来，突然你发现眼前有一座城堡。这个城堡是什么样的？（旧的/新的）
Castle:
Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
旧的—显示你在过去的交往中有一段不好的和不值得纪念的关系。

(8) You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...Will you pick up the jewel?　(YES/NO)
你走进城堡，看见一个游泳池，黑暗的水面上飘浮着很多闪闪发光的宝石，你会捡起这些宝石吗？（是/不）
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.
不—当你的伴侣在你身边里，你绝大多数时间只会围着他/她转。

(9) Next to the murky pool... there’s another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...
Will you pick the money?　(YES/NO)
在这个黑暗的游泳池旁边还有一座游泳池。清澈的水面上飘浮着很多枚钱币。你会捡起这些钱币吗？（是/不）
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to him/her, not flirting around with others.
不——当你的伴侣不在你身边，你也会忠实于他/她，不和周围的人调情。　

(10) Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.
What is the size of the box? (small/medium/big)
你走到城堡的尽头有一个出口，你继续向前走走出了城堡。在城堡外面，你看见一座大花园，你看见地面上有一个箱子。这个箱子是多大尺寸的？（小/中/大）　
small - low ego
小—不自负

(11) What is the material of the box? (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)
这个箱子是什么材料做的？ （硬纸板/纸/木头/金属）
cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining) – humble personality
硬纸/纸/木头（不闪光）——谦虚的性格

(12)There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box, What is the bridge made of?
(metal/wooden/rattan)
花园里还有一座桥就在离着箱子的不远处。桥是什么材料建造的？（金属/木头/藤条）
rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends
藤条——周围没有很好的朋友

(13) Across the bridge, there is a horse. What is the colour of the horse? (white/grey/brown/black)
走过这座桥，有一匹马。马是什么颜色的？（白色/灰色/褐色/黑色）
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.
白色——你的伴侣在你心目中非常纯洁而美好。

(14)What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)
马正在做什么？（安静地站着/吃草/在附近奔跑）
still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
安静/吃草——你的伴侣是一个顾家的，谦虚的人。

(15)OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse. You have 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?
哦，不！离马很近的地方突然刮起了一阵龙卷风。你三种选择。
（1） 跑过去藏在箱子里？
（2） 跑过去藏在桥底下？
（3） 跑过去骑马离开？
Now, the above is signified by these things:
tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends
horse - your partner
现在，我们看看上面的这些事物代表的是什么：
龙卷风——你生活中的麻烦
箱子——你自己
桥——你的朋友
马——你的伴侣
(iii) lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your partner whenever your partner whenever you are met with problems.
(iii）又或者你选择的最后一个马，你寻找的伴侣是你无论何时遇到麻烦都要和他/她一起去面对。

。。。

今天心情不怎么好，不想说话的。其实是有原因的啦。或许又是我敏感吧。。这个缺点害到我好惨。我又是怎么搞的这些小事情我不是老早就懂了吗。。唉。
过后的我就不在讲话，尤其是那几个人。下课过后峰源好可怜，被我骂。因为他又再讲我，加上心情不好的我，就瞪着他喽。过后他来向我道歉，但我都不理他，而且还叫他走开。真的好对不起叻。到了最后两节我更忍无可忍，后面的男生好吵，就连前面的那几个也是一样。我想老师肯定好伤心，也对我们好失望吧。我开始觉得这一班不是一个好班，而是差班。就连我也是有做出一些对不起老师的事。我不曾听过LM的课。过后峰源又再被我骂，他好可怜哦。晚上上网时，他说我好凶，突然怕了我，他吓了一跳。抱歉，因为我生气时是不说话的，但今天却骂了你。很少人看过我骂人的模样,最多只有看过我不爽的样子。很抱歉
我开始后悔转来这间学校，这间学校给了我很多不好的回忆。天啊，又想不好的东西了。
我好怀念以往的那一段时间，那段似长不长，似短不短的回忆，那时无话不说，玩到好颠，但我知道已不存在了。人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。不是我想太多，而是。。。那就是事实。

Confusion

It has been a long time since i last updated my blog. it doesnt mean tat i hv nth to say, its jz im lazy to type it out...such a lazy fellow, yuckss
ok, lets go bac to the topic...
wat i've been confusing rite nw??? alot....uncountable
firstly n the most important, my future. Life will nt have take 2 n so i nid to make a right decision.bt wat? wat i want to be in the future?? i doent hv any idea, even a tiny path for me to find out,not at all lehx. well, mayb sum others will say im worrying for tis matter too early, bt i dont think so. if i doen nt hv a target right now, im jz lyk studying blindly, wat i achieve will be nil n so call useless. excellent results doensnt mean anything, bt a wrong decision might ruin my whole life.
Secondly, myself. im getting lazier nwadays. i dono y bt im jz cant pay my full attention on studies. except chemistry, physic n add maths(of course is tui add maths laa). bio, erhemm, sumtimes la, according to my mood. if im nt daydreaming, i will pay attention. final exam is approaching, bt im jz lyk don mind it. tats nt me man. aikss, wat happen to me a??? God, wat happen to me? pls light up my life again. i really do feel uneasy wif myself, i hate being lyk tat, din do any hw, din listen to teacher(means don respect teacher, i think teachers are vr sad wif all of us).
thirdly, my cocuriculum thingy. i feel so guilty when i was at C. i jz feel tat i din do my job as a head in P. tis feeling is torturing my mind n soul. i felt so sorry to all those members.they alwaz been there bt im nt. im nt suppose to get tat post, i does nt deserve it..its true... im thinking all the time bout tis matter, i wan to q bt i dono hw to tell it out to my bez fren(the p of C). mayb its nt the time to tell bt i think i still wil agree wif my own decision. i wan the time wif my fren.im ad seldom hanging around wif fren during recess, i jz felt it as a burden... hope my decision will nt affect other ppl.
today my fren told me sumthing. mayb wat she said is true. im too over wif sumbody n neglected another person. ya, i agree wif tis, i did nt deny it. im jz being unfair to one of them. i think it might hurt alot...
other matter im nt be able to control it anymur, jz let it be. after rain will alwaz has a rainbow. don expect it, jz let it be as it goes, mayb we will get sumthing else in return